I have not written a blog in quite sometime. But when I do, it usually is worth the time out of your day to read. Well... I would think it is. Not to sound harsh or crude, but if you have a half of brain or consider yourself an acquaintance or friend of mine, I would recommend you continue. If other, than make your own decision, and let it be.
Now that that is done, I shall continue. I name this passage "roller coaster" Because I am sure most of us have felt one time or another, that our lives are roller coaster rides. Whether it'd be the "Scream Machine" (Six Flags) "Nitro", "The Dragon Coaster" or maybe your life is as smooth going as a kiddie coaster. Which ever it may be, we've all had our ups and downs. I suppose it is all part of life, but still each of us have our highs and lows in a different spectrum. Me? I consider my life as of now to be equivalent to "Kingda Ka" (six flags) A roller coaster that makes haste to the top of its peak, then drops quicker than it reaches it summit, like most roller coasters.
From realizing things about "friends", work, myself and the world around me. In the time being I feel as if my life spirals down the dark abyss toilet of the devil himself. Along with my life spiraling its drain, feces and brimstone urine follows with it. Harsh? Maybe. But as I may, I can only briefly explain in an anonymous way.
As of recently, some friends have flourished more than I can believe. And some have removed their masks and have shown their colors that lye deep within their being. Usually those colors for some odd reason are not very pretty. I have witnessed and been a victim of selflessness, selfishness and just down right insensitivity. On the other hand, I have also witnessed flourishing friendships, new friendships and people who just deserve all the kindness I could ever have to offer. People I have met at my new workplace have been extremely supportive and I feel more than blessed to have met them. But, some old friends have become distant and rather unattached from themselves. This is only based on opinion. Of course they do not think so, but they are in their box looking out. Or maybe that really is themselves after all. I would not really know that answer, they are the only ones that know that answer. But there is no real reason on me pondering what I can or can not do to fix them or the friendships that may have unintentionally dwindled. If such happens than maybe it would be meant to be.
Too Be Continued
